While you’re away

I try and satisfy myself while you are away  Just so I can survive another day, I wish I could share, show you all, But what difference does it make, I know it’ll drive me more crazy, and you’re not really beside me at all. Advertisements

I am disintegrating I have lost a part of my soul I try to forget I try to start fresh  But it feels like I’m going crazy, so dillisional  More infatuated by the second What have I done  When will this all end  To continue the life I had  To find myself again 

Waiting… ..

It was just last week,  I crawled into your arms,  You surprised me, Overwhelmed, made me feel week. It was only seven days ago, I could touch your face, your skin, You was real, In heavens and reminding me that you are nothing of a John Doe. One week, Seven days, Hundred and sixty eight … More Waiting… ..


” I had a cat once, its name was Taroo, It would bring me presents, In the mornings there were mice, And even sometimes pheasants! Taroo had huge claws, It would think itself a lion, And sometimes roar! But now Taroo is no more . “