I really hope I can prove myself. Its been almost a year since I moved away from home… which means almost a year to learnt to be independent again, but on top of that to learnt how to be a girlfriend. I love you with all my heart. And I. Give.You. Everythingggggggggg~~~. My smile, my … More I believe is not too late
Today is my 25th birthday. This marks a another wakening in my life; the last most vivid was when I was 16, something randomly suddenly clicked and then the mind changes. Today wasn’t another random click, but more of a help from my love. Since I left university and home ridden with all the love … More Awoke.
Yesterday got to me, but today even more. A constant reflection of how things are going, how I wish things were, or how different my life is, or would be. I miss my parents incredibly. The constant love from my mother, and the only person I could randomly talk to on the phone, feeling safe … More Thinking about life..
This part of my life I call ‘Finally getting my shit together’. I’ve always been questioning my life .. why me, why this, why that etc, didn’t understand where I was going wrong (although still plenty unanswered) And now I’ve opened my eyes. Everything is a test. A test of Strength, a test to see … More Getting things done
I was asked this question today and of course the obvious answer would be no, like the weather, like water it changes all the time. But like water and the weather it is a cycle. Here was what I replied: – ‘’It depends on how hard you try; like going to the gym at first … More Does anything last in the long term?
So I finally feel I’ve understood this next phase in my life. This part of my life I call ‘growing up’. A year ago, I had finished 3 tears away in University. – This was the best years of my life- absolute freedom to do what I want + discover myself + the things I … More Phase N