Due to the considerable amount of changes and lessons this year, I have been slacking on my reviews and grounding of life. There is one month left of this year, and it has been a hell of a ride. I’ll leave the whole shabam for when the year ends. Now is an update/a grounded of … More Update 23/11/2016
I really hope I can prove myself. Its been almost a year since I moved away from home… which means almost a year to learnt to be independent again, but on top of that to learnt how to be a girlfriend. I love you with all my heart. And I. Give.You. Everythingggggggggg~~~. My smile, my … More I believe is not too late
Today is my 25th birthday. This marks a another wakening in my life; the last most vivid was when I was 16, something randomly suddenly clicked and then the mind changes. Today wasn’t another random click, but more of a help from my love. Since I left university and home ridden with all the love … More Awoke.
Yesterday got to me, but today even more. A constant reflection of how things are going, how I wish things were, or how different my life is, or would be. I miss my parents incredibly. The constant love from my mother, and the only person I could randomly talk to on the phone, feeling safe … More Thinking about life..
I am Tired. I am not tired of trying. I am tried of being the only one trying to make myself happy. It is Effort. Every second of the day, just gearing yourself on. People can see I am dissatisfied, yet my spirits are not lifted. They don’t go out of their way to make … More Numb
And that was the last time I shall dedicate myself to you. The last time. The farewell. I replay those last moments in my mind. the moment where I last share myself to you. The moment where I kissed you, I hugged you longer and deeper than I never would after. The last moment where … More Not confused about you.
I know I’ve posted about friends before after ‘finding myself ‘ and after tonight I feel it even more. As you grow older you realise those that touch your heart . You don’t need those for show, but only those that hit your heart; those that make you feel real happiness deep within that fills … More Friends