Dear God. I really really want to be happy for the rest of my life with my best friend, my boyfriend, my fiancé, my husband, my soul mate. But i have hurt him so so so so bad tonight. And I don’t think I can ever forgive myself. I want to be with him forever … More Why, where is our future
Yesterday got to me, but today even more. A constant reflection of how things are going, how I wish things were, or how different my life is, or would be. I miss my parents incredibly. The constant love from my mother, and the only person I could randomly talk to on the phone, feeling safe … More Thinking about life..
There is a time for everything. There is a time for writing this, this that I have been meaning to stumble the right moment to do. There is a time for things. …for things I dream to do. I believe everything happens for a reason. Life teaches us lessons until we learn enough and overcome … More There is a time for everything
After just finished watching (bad) Neighbours, the film gradually became totally relatable. The idea of how he should’ve worked harder in college/uni, how he didn’t know what he wanted to do after, how the neighbours wanted to stay young, how everything just changes. …And the best you can do is enjoy and live in the … More A change
We struck a New Moon last Wednesday and I don’t know what it is, whether it’s these happy pills I’ve been taking (St John’s wort), whether I’m just letting go to be kinder to myself, or whether it was indeed the mini trip that did it, but I’ve been better than I have for a … More Realism slow but steady
I was lost, a mirage, a young naive fog in front of my eyes. A view I thought I could see, Through the eyes of the people I had trust the most. Then, walking on my own accord, I thought I knew the way, Through a view of chaos and unlimited freedom. However, unexpectedly, upon one … More Found
Who. Am. I …? The question that is always on my mind. I feel I have wasted my youth. The youth that others took the opportunity to try things and that others had the confidence to be defiant to shout out in class, to do all those things. And now I’m the late bloomer. I … More Wasted youth through the system