I really hope I can prove myself. Its been almost a year since I moved away from home… which means almost a year to learnt to be independent again, but on top of that to learnt how to be a girlfriend. I love you with all my heart. And I. Give.You. Everythingggggggggg~~~. My smile, my … More I believe is not too late
We struck a New Moon last Wednesday and I don’t know what it is, whether it’s these happy pills I’ve been taking (St John’s wort), whether I’m just letting go to be kinder to myself, or whether it was indeed the mini trip that did it, but I’ve been better than I have for a … More Realism slow but steady
To hold still, recollect your thoughts for one moment and let this time be for yourself. This time is for me , so I can put my feet on the ground again, and reassess the situation. My last post was a week and a half ago, but it seemed so far away. It feels not … More Update
This part of my life I call ‘Finally getting my shit together’. I’ve always been questioning my life .. why me, why this, why that etc, didn’t understand where I was going wrong (although still plenty unanswered) And now I’ve opened my eyes. Everything is a test. A test of Strength, a test to see … More Getting things done
I don’t know what to think right now. I feel like I should be thinking a lot. But I am content, not fulfilled, content. Its strange. Hello content, I feels like I haven’t seen you in a while. Changes I have made recently is to open my eyes and see the world around me. I … More Learning, very very slowly, but surely
As I begin to settle and find my feet reality comes crashing again, … I knew things seemed too good to be true. I know I am worth more than I know. But I know not of what that is. I was surviving, then everything makes me question, how can I be satisfied with just … More What am I worth?