You are beside me, Yet I feel so lonely. I came to see you, Yet that we have not honed. Tears I cry, I thought I had learnt. Trust you’re instinct, Or I my hard work shall thoroughly become extinct.
I’m sorry to myself that I’m this infatuated by you, I’m sorry to myself that I’ve made myself blue. I had long come to the conclusion, That it was all just an illusion, I knew it could never be, I knew we couldn’t forever be. Wanting together with me
A tiger, A beast, Teeth so sharp, And a body so big, With muscles that would tear you apart, So strong, That it ate it’s way… Deep inside my heart .
I try and satisfy myself while you are away Just so I can survive another day, I wish I could share, show you all, But what difference does it make, I know it’ll drive me more crazy, and you’re not really beside me at all.
I am disintegrating I have lost a part of my soul I try to forget I try to start fresh But it feels like I’m going crazy, so dillisional More infatuated by the second What have I done When will this all end To continue the life I had To find myself again
It was just last week, I crawled into your arms, You surprised me, Overwhelmed, made me feel week. It was only seven days ago, I could touch your face, your skin, You was real, In heavens and reminding me that you are nothing of a John Doe. One week, Seven days, Hundred and sixty eight … More Waiting… ..
The day has come to an end, And I do not want to offend So let me show you, What my life has come to … . My heart is yours, And I will never feel remorse. For I want to be yours, Please don’t push me to take a on different course . … More Always on my mind