Recently I need to make some decisions, life changing decisions. And the more self aware I become, the more I realise that everything I do is life changing. Every decision. From the food choices I make to the mear thoughts that motivate me. The love life I chose. The carrer, or not so career, the … More The road I choose
My relationship with my boyfriend has been so so so good recently. A new year, new start, it’s everything I’ve wished for. But today has made me realised a few things. I still have a lot of my past I have yet to get over,…another deep threaded thron to pluck out. Most important of all … More Alone
Why do I do this to myself? Why do I do this to you? Is there any meaning to this? I love you. Love is the uncontrollable feeling one gives to you. Not being able to control your thoughts of love, no being able to control your actions of love. To give up and sacrifice … More Why the hurt?
Confused. What to do. Do I continue to stay strong, keep going or do I let it all out, and release. ? I’m starting to lose it again. I’m trying to stay strong. But the wind blows and you strengthen your feet firmer onto the ground. Swept , into the heart of the hurricane. I’m … More Help
I once saw a quote… can’t remember the exact, but something along the lines of..’People cannot understand,until they have experienced it for themselves/walked in your shoes’. I believe in this…although, one cannot truly walked in their shoes, as not all variables can be controlled. The quote I believe to be true, but also in a … More Being Understood…misunderstood…
Life just hits you and hits you and hits you down. ! I am so tiresome. What is life, when even the simplest of things I cannot compete with. ?! Every day a battle. I completely understand that life hits you with hard times, life lessons, but this is madness. This life I feel all … More Pain I have not yet learnt, road I must travel
Yes, from my previous post, I am still hopeful. But I am worried of this near certain road. Choices I have to make soon, another chapter to start fresh in my life 🙂 Maybe you can just call me unlucky, unlucky I was brought up the way I was, into a society around me that … More Have faith and hold on