我跟著尼個男人哭左幾多次…. 我數不了。為了什麼，….哭是為了愛嗎？他令到我哭是愛嗎？ 我好爱他。但點解會这样呢？是我做錯了决定吗？….my perfect suddenly becomes imperfect. A world turned upside down, a darkness drawing in. I can’t but think this is the right thing for me. But is that the leash that is holding me back? Is that the reason, the excuse for not pursuing what else is rightfully mine.. So I can continue … More 又来了……
Today marks the day after our discussion/talk….bluntly speaking argument. Life has been so so so Perfect recently, and no, this has not destroyed my perfectness, although, yes it has, but I’m still feeling all so wonderful. We had a argument not long ago, and I was on the verge to leaving …for a break, to … More I love him…but …
Soy story continues. I’m in love. I’m in love with the one that I mean to the world to. I hear a phrase the other day. ‘A relationship is one big compromise’. And in a sense that is totally relatable. I never want to lose the guy, the perfect guy of my dreams that we’ve … More Relationship
I am in relationship. A serious relationship. One I have never been in before / I have never been in one before. And it feels strange. ..Strange in a good way, I guess. I am learning a lot of new things. I have never been a relationship type of girl. But now is the time … More Love. An evaluation. Am I in love?
People have the obsession with a resolution. I agree. It is a wonderful thing to have. But I believe that it is not just for the new year. Every month, every day, every second is a fresh start. We should all aim to be better every moment we have in our lives. Life is too … More New Year, New Me ..?
I know these issues are mine. But darling, I’m scared. I’m scared to love you. I don’t want to make another mistake. I don’t want to be heart broken again. I don’t want to fail and never love Again. I don’t want to be hurt again. I can’t handle the pain. Baby please. Please don’t … More Please love me darling
It’s been almost 7 months. And I blame you. I blame you for this massive void in my life. I didn’t know what love was until I met you. I was very happy doing my own thing. Fine, I’m thankful for you straightening up my life, for being able to be less promiscuous, for dedicating … More The damage is deeper than we thought