I really hope I can prove myself. Its been almost a year since I moved away from home… which means almost a year to learnt to be independent again, but on top of that to learnt how to be a girlfriend. I love you with all my heart. And I. Give.You. Everythingggggggggg~~~. My smile, my … More I believe is not too late
Today is my 25th birthday. This marks a another wakening in my life; the last most vivid was when I was 16, something randomly suddenly clicked and then the mind changes. Today wasn’t another random click, but more of a help from my love. Since I left university and home ridden with all the love … More Awoke.
Dear God. I really really want to be happy for the rest of my life with my best friend, my boyfriend, my fiancé, my husband, my soul mate. But i have hurt him so so so so bad tonight. And I don’t think I can ever forgive myself. I want to be with him forever … More Why, where is our future
Yesterday got to me, but today even more. A constant reflection of how things are going, how I wish things were, or how different my life is, or would be. I miss my parents incredibly. The constant love from my mother, and the only person I could randomly talk to on the phone, feeling safe … More Thinking about life..
I don’t like to see you intoxicatingly yourself. Building toxins and layers and layers and layers and layers. I die a little each time. Each time I see you, it breaks my heart…to see like this. I know your try. But what hurts the most, is when ‘if I had been there a minute earlier … More I am I reason?
A psychology experiment founds that a all female household has a more likely probability that the females will menstruate at the same time. I am with you because you make me happy. It’s always been easy being around you, so comfortable. The longer I’m with you, the longer I feel I admire you. I find … More We are one.
我跟著尼個男人哭左幾多次…. 我數不了。為了什麼，….哭是為了愛嗎？他令到我哭是愛嗎？ 我好爱他。但點解會这样呢？是我做錯了决定吗？….my perfect suddenly becomes imperfect. A world turned upside down, a darkness drawing in. I can’t but think this is the right thing for me. But is that the leash that is holding me back? Is that the reason, the excuse for not pursuing what else is rightfully mine.. So I can continue … More 又来了……