我跟著尼個男人哭左幾多次…. 我數不了。為了什麼，….哭是為了愛嗎？他令到我哭是愛嗎？ 我好爱他。但點解會这样呢？是我做錯了决定吗？….my perfect suddenly becomes imperfect. A world turned upside down, a darkness drawing in. I can’t but think this is the right thing for me. But is that the leash that is holding me back? Is that the reason, the excuse for not pursuing what else is rightfully mine.. So I can continue … More 又来了……
Today marks the day after our discussion/talk….bluntly speaking argument. Life has been so so so Perfect recently, and no, this has not destroyed my perfectness, although, yes it has, but I’m still feeling all so wonderful. We had a argument not long ago, and I was on the verge to leaving …for a break, to … More I love him…but …
Soy story continues. I’m in love. I’m in love with the one that I mean to the world to. I hear a phrase the other day. ‘A relationship is one big compromise’. And in a sense that is totally relatable. I never want to lose the guy, the perfect guy of my dreams that we’ve … More Relationship
I am in relationship. A serious relationship. One I have never been in before / I have never been in one before. And it feels strange. ..Strange in a good way, I guess. I am learning a lot of new things. I have never been a relationship type of girl. But now is the time … More Love. An evaluation. Am I in love?
What does sex mean to me? It is a natural state of mind. A human essence. A hunger of the soul craving a counterpart. A fusion of energies, colliding together to feel free and euphoric ecstasy. Or a match made in heaven, the feeling of two souls so far apart, coming together and feeling their … More Sex
Change is inevitable. And the difficulty lies in the willingness to change. How much do you want it? …How much are you willing to bleed for it? Change is something that will happen in the future. And the future we do not know. And that is what scares me. Hmm… Some people are so so … More The caterpillar and the butterfly
Yesterday, I said to myself, I should care more… but then I thought, maybe it is just because I’m tired, .. and I let it go. This morning, I woke up and got ready to go to work, a thought appeared that I really didn’t want to go, but I immediately dismissed the thought with … More Where has my heart gone…?