Today marks the day after our discussion/talk….bluntly speaking argument. Life has been so so so Perfect recently, and no, this has not destroyed my perfectness, although, yes it has, but I’m still feeling all so wonderful. We had a argument not long ago, and I was on the verge to leaving …for a break, to … More I love him…but …
Yesterday, I said to myself, I should care more… but then I thought, maybe it is just because I’m tired, .. and I let it go. This morning, I woke up and got ready to go to work, a thought appeared that I really didn’t want to go, but I immediately dismissed the thought with … More Where has my heart gone…?
There is a time for everything. There is a time for writing this, this that I have been meaning to stumble the right moment to do. There is a time for things. …for things I dream to do. I believe everything happens for a reason. Life teaches us lessons until we learn enough and overcome … More There is a time for everything
It’s been almost 7 months. And I blame you. I blame you for this massive void in my life. I didn’t know what love was until I met you. I was very happy doing my own thing. Fine, I’m thankful for you straightening up my life, for being able to be less promiscuous, for dedicating … More The damage is deeper than we thought
What do you see when you look at me? A pretty and cute looking girl. They say your energy gives you away before you even speak, so what do my vibrations tell you? A happy carefree girl, one with a large heart and a beautiful smile. Your memories of me. My memories of you all. … More You don’t know me
Today has been …. A reminder. It’s been an alright day. I forced myself out of bed earlier than I normally get up. I ate good breakfast and exercise. Then I did my work, and exercised some more. I’d say it has been an achievement, because it has been more than I have made myself … More Reminded
And that was the last time I shall dedicate myself to you. The last time. The farewell. I replay those last moments in my mind. the moment where I last share myself to you. The moment where I kissed you, I hugged you longer and deeper than I never would after. The last moment where … More Not confused about you.