He was happy

He lasted one week. Seven days. Seven days of freedom. Of happiness. Of bliss. That whatever came to him, he wouldnt let get to him. No matter what I said to him, what I did, he would still be happy. On top of the world, as they say. Those days I appreciated so much, and … More He was happy

Love changes us

Maybe because I’m still young, or maybe it’s another reason why he is The One. Of course the answer is both. I met him at a time when I was lost, and he makes me feel secure. Safe. And now growing, and growing together, it’s so surreal. Although Id imagine how different it’d be if … More Love changes us

Happiness is…Me

Day is my day off, and I love the idea is going to London, into the city, with so much to discover. But I’ve been to London many times,…and this excitiment is…dying. This takes me back to my early days is self discovery, I was jobless, and didn’t know what to do. I was depressed, … More Happiness is…Me


My relationship with my boyfriend has been so so so good recently. A new year, new start, it’s everything I’ve wished for. But today has made me realised a few things. I still have a lot of my past I have yet to get over,…another deep threaded thron to pluck out. Most important of all … More Alone


Today I feel excitement. At this very moment. The most I’ve felt alllllll year. : D. The moment when my darling cariƱo comes home, and all this bubble build up inside me and I just explofe for some reason. Normally I’m not a talkative person, I like to thinking carefully, be peaceful etc, slow, calm. … More Excitement

Christmas Day/eve

This year was this first Christmas without my parents, and the thought of it, the build up, would make me crumble inside. Christmas time is a important time for me; a time where my family would come together and be merry. To forget about all the bad times of the year, to just enjoy and … More Christmas Day/eve