Last night was the happiest I’ve been in a long time. I started the day a little sad a always thinking about my parents, but as always only taking a few minutes and then I realise how lucky I am and appreciate the things around me. Last night was amazing. N.b no sex was involved. … More Happy

Update 23/11/2016

Due to the considerable amount of changes and lessons this year, I have been slacking on my reviews and grounding of life. There is one month left of this year, and it has been a hell of a ride. I’ll leave the whole shabam for when the year ends. Now is an update/a grounded of … More Update 23/11/2016

Christmas list

Today I was asked what I would like for Christmas. With what has happened this year…I really really don’t want anything money can buy, as cliché as it sounds. I just want me and everyone around me happy. I want all the love I can get that I have lost all my life and more. … More Christmas list


Today is my 25th birthday. This marks a another wakening in my life; the last most vivid was when I was 16, something randomly suddenly clicked and then the mind changes.  Today wasn’t another random click, but more of a help from my love. Since I left university and home ridden with all the love … More Awoke.