I’m most happy that I’ve been in a long long time. Don’t misunderstand; maybe becuase I’m a little intoxicated. But I’m happy. I’m happy because I have my new family. I have my family who cares for me. And Most Most of all I. Am. In. Love. And I and happy. No matter how much … More I’m happy
I’m deeply in love with you. More than ever I could to myself, and now than anyone I know that I should be the most important one, as people say, etc etc cos the life is mine the thoughts are mine etc etc. Oprah. I never thought I’d get myself so entangled in another human … More I’m deeply in love
Day is my day off, and I love the idea is going to London, into the city, with so much to discover. But I’ve been to London many times,…and this excitiment is…dying. This takes me back to my early days is self discovery, I was jobless, and didn’t know what to do. I was depressed, … More Happiness is…Me
My relationship with my boyfriend has been so so so good recently. A new year, new start, it’s everything I’ve wished for. But today has made me realised a few things. I still have a lot of my past I have yet to get over,…another deep threaded thron to pluck out. Most important of all … More Alone
This is the question I had always asked myself. And on the evening underground, my new found friend had asked me ‘Who are you?’. I gave a half-hearted laugh, my eyes lit and I smiled. This is the question. I did so, because I finally know the answer. I composed myself and answered:’That’s a deep question’. … More Who am I ? …I am, You are special
I meant what I said, when I said to you ‘Ima just keep quiet, work hard and let you know only when I’ve made it’. That was the last straw and it should of been long before that. Because if I continue, I would be wanting something that is just not there,… not even the … More What I’m learning without you
Recently I’ve been getting more frequent headaches. I guess it’s from all the not so ‘stress’ I’ve been getting. I’ve tried so hard. What does life want me to do!???! I no longer feel at home in my own home. It feels like a hostel. My parents like housemates, or not even that. I am … More Headache…?
I don’t know what to think right now. I feel like I should be thinking a lot. But I am content, not fulfilled, content. Its strange. Hello content, I feels like I haven’t seen you in a while. Changes I have made recently is to open my eyes and see the world around me. I … More Learning, very very slowly, but surely
It was only a while ago, that I said how wonderful my life had become. I ate clean, exercised, learnt how to cope with the things happening in my life. But I knew deep in my mind that this was all too good to be true. It never lasts. And here I am confronted by … More Yet another change added to my life experiences
I was asked this question today and of course the obvious answer would be no, like the weather, like water it changes all the time. But like water and the weather it is a cycle. Here was what I replied: – ‘’It depends on how hard you try; like going to the gym at first … More Does anything last in the long term?