Dear God. I really really want to be happy for the rest of my life with my best friend, my boyfriend, my fiancé, my husband, my soul mate. But i have hurt him so so so so bad tonight. And I don’t think I can ever forgive myself. I want to be with him forever … More Why, where is our future
Yesterday got to me, but today even more. A constant reflection of how things are going, how I wish things were, or how different my life is, or would be. I miss my parents incredibly. The constant love from my mother, and the only person I could randomly talk to on the phone, feeling safe … More Thinking about life..
There is a time for everything. There is a time for writing this, this that I have been meaning to stumble the right moment to do. There is a time for things. …for things I dream to do. I believe everything happens for a reason. Life teaches us lessons until we learn enough and overcome … More There is a time for everything
Stone cold. I bury myself hidden in my sheets. An invisibility cloak. Please don’t look at me. Hide me away, from everything I am. Everything I must face. Stone cold. A fight, a battle, convolution. A war of strength or a war of wits . Stone cold. Battling it out. Churning inside, telling me what … More Take me away
Busy busy bee, rushed off my feet. Head in the clouds, feeling so high. An adrenaline rush through my veins. I long for my chilled memories, but I don’t want to come down. Keep going, I tell myself. And suddenly. I . stop. Hit. Hit me just like that. Wanting a moment to catch up … More Be true. Don’t give me time to think
We all don’t really have it all figured out in life. It comes when it comes; like a gust of wind. …As they say, adapt and flow with it like water. The balance/situation is this..from Months of no job at all to now 3 jobs at once; from years of promiscuity to now owning myself. … More Update. The balance of life and working hard. Keep Momentum
After just finished watching (bad) Neighbours, the film gradually became totally relatable. The idea of how he should’ve worked harder in college/uni, how he didn’t know what he wanted to do after, how the neighbours wanted to stay young, how everything just changes. …And the best you can do is enjoy and live in the … More A change