While you’re away

I try and satisfy myself while you are away  Just so I can survive another day, I wish I could share, show you all, But what difference does it make, I know it’ll drive me more crazy, and you’re not really beside me at all.

I am disintegrating I have lost a part of my soul I try to forget I try to start fresh  But it feels like I’m going crazy, so dillisional  More infatuated by the second What have I done  When will this all end  To continue the life I had  To find myself again