I’m most happy that I’ve been in a long long time. Don’t misunderstand; maybe becuase I’m a little intoxicated. But I’m happy. I’m happy because I have my new family. I have my family who cares for me. And Most Most of all I. Am. In. Love. And I and happy. No matter how much … More I’m happy
I fell in love. Strongly. I love him so much. Unfortunately, that means attachment, and I have finally understood, the teachings of life when people say to live freely and unattached. When I fell in love, I lost control. When I was just enjoying, that was the best of times. However, I fell in love, … More Is it wrong to fall in love?
Recently I need to make some decisions, life changing decisions. And the more self aware I become, the more I realise that everything I do is life changing. Every decision. From the food choices I make to the mear thoughts that motivate me. The love life I chose. The carrer, or not so career, the … More The road I choose
Due to the considerable amount of changes and lessons this year, I have been slacking on my reviews and grounding of life. There is one month left of this year, and it has been a hell of a ride. I’ll leave the whole shabam for when the year ends. Now is an update/a grounded of … More Update 23/11/2016
Today is my 25th birthday. This marks a another wakening in my life; the last most vivid was when I was 16, something randomly suddenly clicked and then the mind changes. Today wasn’t another random click, but more of a help from my love. Since I left university and home ridden with all the love … More Awoke.
I meant what I said, when I said to you ‘Ima just keep quiet, work hard and let you know only when I’ve made it’. That was the last straw and it should of been long before that. Because if I continue, I would be wanting something that is just not there,… not even the … More What I’m learning without you
I am young. I want to be admired. I want to be loved. So much beauty inside of me. So much ecstasy. A young heart, that wants to run wild and free. Take me beyond the clouds and far far away. I’m still young, and let me be young, let me travel beyond the stars, … More I am young
This part of my life I call ‘Finally getting my shit together’. I’ve always been questioning my life .. why me, why this, why that etc, didn’t understand where I was going wrong (although still plenty unanswered) And now I’ve opened my eyes. Everything is a test. A test of Strength, a test to see … More Getting things done
So I finally feel I’ve understood this next phase in my life. This part of my life I call ‘growing up’. A year ago, I had finished 3 tears away in University. – This was the best years of my life- absolute freedom to do what I want + discover myself + the things I … More Phase N