I fell in love. Strongly. I love him so much. Unfortunately, that means attachment, and I have finally understood, the teachings of life when people say to live freely and unattached. When I fell in love, I lost control. When I was just enjoying, that was the best of times. However, I fell in love, … More Is it wrong to fall in love?
Recently I need to make some decisions, life changing decisions. And the more self aware I become, the more I realise that everything I do is life changing. Every decision. From the food choices I make to the mear thoughts that motivate me. The love life I chose. The carrer, or not so career, the … More The road I choose
Yesterday got to me, but today even more. A constant reflection of how things are going, how I wish things were, or how different my life is, or would be. I miss my parents incredibly. The constant love from my mother, and the only person I could randomly talk to on the phone, feeling safe … More Thinking about life..
Stone cold. I bury myself hidden in my sheets. An invisibility cloak. Please don’t look at me. Hide me away, from everything I am. Everything I must face. Stone cold. A fight, a battle, convolution. A war of strength or a war of wits . Stone cold. Battling it out. Churning inside, telling me what … More Take me away
So quick update from my previous post. ..I got cold feet. I didn’t go ahead to sign the contract to move out to live with what might be great people, in a new town full of adventures. I asked myself what had I become; not taking this wonderful opportunity (but to be honest the room … More What do I fear?