This year was this first Christmas without my parents, and the thought of it, the build up, would make me crumble inside. Christmas time is a important time for me; a time where my family would come together and be merry. To forget about all the bad times of the year, to just enjoy and … More Christmas Day/eve
People have the obsession with a resolution. I agree. It is a wonderful thing to have. But I believe that it is not just for the new year. Every month, every day, every second is a fresh start. We should all aim to be better every moment we have in our lives. Life is too … More New Year, New Me ..?
We struck a New Moon last Wednesday and I don’t know what it is, whether it’s these happy pills I’ve been taking (St John’s wort), whether I’m just letting go to be kinder to myself, or whether it was indeed the mini trip that did it, but I’ve been better than I have for a … More Realism slow but steady
Finally, it’s becoming real. Learning from last years ‘failure’ of job hunting, I’ve decided to change strategies and first move out. Tomorrow is signing day. I am nervous. It’s a fresh start, something I’ve been waiting for for a long time. A nervous excitement perhaps, but if I’m not ready now, I don’t think I’ll … More The next stage
Today has been …. A reminder. It’s been an alright day. I forced myself out of bed earlier than I normally get up. I ate good breakfast and exercise. Then I did my work, and exercised some more. I’d say it has been an achievement, because it has been more than I have made myself … More Reminded
Yesterday was the day of my birth. The many years of life that has taught me lessons and given me experiences. Some people see it as another day. But I believe it is important to really understand how your presence on Earth has made a difference. This was the best birthday celebration ever. Lasting 3 … More Day of birth
Life. Life. Life. Excitement, non-excitement, prejudice, influences, people, things , dot dot dot … The current situation is, .. hmm.. I’m still unemployed – I’ve avoid how long it’s been since I’ve quit my job (that would make it more ‘depressing’). However, it’s been a long while. Long enough, that I should have broken by … More Update