I really hope I can prove myself. Its been almost a year since I moved away from home… which means almost a year to learnt to be independent again, but on top of that to learnt how to be a girlfriend. I love you with all my heart. And I. Give.You. Everythingggggggggg~~~. My smile, my … More I believe is not too late
Dear God. I really really want to be happy for the rest of my life with my best friend, my boyfriend, my fiancé, my husband, my soul mate. But i have hurt him so so so so bad tonight. And I don’t think I can ever forgive myself. I want to be with him forever … More Why, where is our future
Yesterday got to me, but today even more. A constant reflection of how things are going, how I wish things were, or how different my life is, or would be. I miss my parents incredibly. The constant love from my mother, and the only person I could randomly talk to on the phone, feeling safe … More Thinking about life..
A psychology experiment founds that a all female household has a more likely probability that the females will menstruate at the same time. I am with you because you make me happy. It’s always been easy being around you, so comfortable. The longer I’m with you, the longer I feel I admire you. I find … More We are one.
Stone cold. I bury myself hidden in my sheets. An invisibility cloak. Please don’t look at me. Hide me away, from everything I am. Everything I must face. Stone cold. A fight, a battle, convolution. A war of strength or a war of wits . Stone cold. Battling it out. Churning inside, telling me what … More Take me away
I meant what I said, when I said to you ‘Ima just keep quiet, work hard and let you know only when I’ve made it’. That was the last straw and it should of been long before that. Because if I continue, I would be wanting something that is just not there,… not even the … More What I’m learning without you
I once saw a quote… can’t remember the exact, but something along the lines of..’People cannot understand,until they have experienced it for themselves/walked in your shoes’. I believe in this…although, one cannot truly walked in their shoes, as not all variables can be controlled. The quote I believe to be true, but also in a … More Being Understood…misunderstood…