Today is my 25th birthday. This marks a another wakening in my life; the last most vivid was when I was 16, something randomly suddenly clicked and then the mind changes. Today wasn’t another random click, but more of a help from my love. Since I left university and home ridden with all the love … More Awoke.
Dear God. I really really want to be happy for the rest of my life with my best friend, my boyfriend, my fiancé, my husband, my soul mate. But i have hurt him so so so so bad tonight. And I don’t think I can ever forgive myself. I want to be with him forever … More Why, where is our future
Yesterday got to me, but today even more. A constant reflection of how things are going, how I wish things were, or how different my life is, or would be. I miss my parents incredibly. The constant love from my mother, and the only person I could randomly talk to on the phone, feeling safe … More Thinking about life..
I am in relationship. A serious relationship. One I have never been in before / I have never been in one before. And it feels strange. ..Strange in a good way, I guess. I am learning a lot of new things. I have never been a relationship type of girl. But now is the time … More Love. An evaluation. Am I in love?
People have the obsession with a resolution. I agree. It is a wonderful thing to have. But I believe that it is not just for the new year. Every month, every day, every second is a fresh start. We should all aim to be better every moment we have in our lives. Life is too … More New Year, New Me ..?
We all don’t really have it all figured out in life. It comes when it comes; like a gust of wind. …As they say, adapt and flow with it like water. The balance/situation is this..from Months of no job at all to now 3 jobs at once; from years of promiscuity to now owning myself. … More Update. The balance of life and working hard. Keep Momentum
This is the question I had always asked myself. And on the evening underground, my new found friend had asked me ‘Who are you?’. I gave a half-hearted laugh, my eyes lit and I smiled. This is the question. I did so, because I finally know the answer. I composed myself and answered:’That’s a deep question’. … More Who am I ? …I am, You are special