Dear God. I really really want to be happy for the rest of my life with my best friend, my boyfriend, my fiancé, my husband, my soul mate. But i have hurt him so so so so bad tonight. And I don’t think I can ever forgive myself. I want to be with him forever … More Why, where is our future
Yesterday got to me, but today even more. A constant reflection of how things are going, how I wish things were, or how different my life is, or would be. I miss my parents incredibly. The constant love from my mother, and the only person I could randomly talk to on the phone, feeling safe … More Thinking about life..
I am in relationship. A serious relationship. One I have never been in before / I have never been in one before. And it feels strange. ..Strange in a good way, I guess. I am learning a lot of new things. I have never been a relationship type of girl. But now is the time … More Love. An evaluation. Am I in love?
Whatever I do in life. I just can’t seem to make it right. From head to toe. I am a lost soul. One journey to the next, one failed idea to another. O, how so Tiresome!! Hark, I fear I have gone to far, clasping onto the rare pieces of me. ..trying not to be … More I dare not say
Stone cold. I bury myself hidden in my sheets. An invisibility cloak. Please don’t look at me. Hide me away, from everything I am. Everything I must face. Stone cold. A fight, a battle, convolution. A war of strength or a war of wits . Stone cold. Battling it out. Churning inside, telling me what … More Take me away
We all don’t really have it all figured out in life. It comes when it comes; like a gust of wind. …As they say, adapt and flow with it like water. The balance/situation is this..from Months of no job at all to now 3 jobs at once; from years of promiscuity to now owning myself. … More Update. The balance of life and working hard. Keep Momentum
I’m 23. Yet we all know that age doesn’t mean a thing. Being cotton wooled most of my life means I followed instructions and did as I was told because those things protected me. However, all those things meant that I couldn’t think for myself. It meant that I didn’t know what to do when … More Becoming an Adult