I fell in love. Strongly. I love him so much. Unfortunately, that means attachment, and I have finally understood, the teachings of life when people say to live freely and unattached. When I fell in love, I lost control. When I was just enjoying, that was the best of times. However, I fell in love, … More Is it wrong to fall in love?
My relationship with my boyfriend has been so so so good recently. A new year, new start, it’s everything I’ve wished for. But today has made me realised a few things. I still have a lot of my past I have yet to get over,…another deep threaded thron to pluck out. Most important of all … More Alone
Busy busy bee, rushed off my feet. Head in the clouds, feeling so high. An adrenaline rush through my veins. I long for my chilled memories, but I don’t want to come down. Keep going, I tell myself. And suddenly. I . stop. Hit. Hit me just like that. Wanting a moment to catch up … More Be true. Don’t give me time to think
As I grow older and onto myself, I realise how …”alone” I am/we are; there are plenty of people around us..family, friends, mentors etc but I’m meaning, in a sense of independence. The life is ours. When we are younger, things are chosen for us, the aid of influence from school friends, parents teachings, sibling … More Independency
I am Tired. I am not tired of trying. I am tried of being the only one trying to make myself happy. It is Effort. Every second of the day, just gearing yourself on. People can see I am dissatisfied, yet my spirits are not lifted. They don’t go out of their way to make … More Numb
Today I made a choice. It was a choice of a lifetime. A make or break. Was it something I might regret, maybe, but no, I don’t live life by regrets. This choice was an opportunity that could change me, that could better me further in life. My decision. I didn’t take it. I doubted … More Being alone + intuition