I feel pain. Pain in my heart. A pain from the lack of love. I sent my boyfriend away from me. It is impossible to continue to be in that environment, where we bring the worst out of each other. And I wonder. This pain I feel. I feel like it should be because I … More Why I’m feeling like this?

Bitterness. Pain. They say in life nothing lasts forever – yet why is it I should give myself happiness. In this life I’ve only given my all to 3 people, and those people are no longer here. It makes sense to me that love only causes pain. I don’t want to feel bitter or pain. … More Bitterness

YAAAAAAAYYYYYY!!!! I. AM. HAPPY!!!!!! I just want to congrate myself in finding my sunshine again. And anything else that has contributed. I haven’t updated in a while. All I have to say right now is that I found my sunshine, my sparkle, and most importantly,…. .. .. I smile so much more naturally. I just … More I found my sunshine ☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️

Today is the official date of our break up. Monday was me wanting to have a break. Today was enough. The scenario was this. I was middle of sleeping. I heard him go to the toilet. He asked me can we talk. I said in 10 mins, as I was resting/sleeping. And he said no … More Monday 18th June. Official

So my colleague offered me something to drink.. I thought I’ll be nice for the evening. Despite avoiding the substance, since my last encounter during working hours. And as I thought. It has made me ‘depressed’. Alcohol, is a supressant. An inhibitor. Bringing out the feelings. I’m ok. My colleague helps me by at night, … More Wine and embrace

Right now I feel happy. I feel I can be myself. I finished work. And I’m hiding at the back of reception as I do. But tonight. I decided not to dwell on today. Today. I put on the best music I know and took it to my heart. I don’t care that I’m partying … More Happy