Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I do this to you?
Is there any meaning to this?
I love you. Love is the uncontrollable feeling one gives to you. Not being able to control your thoughts of love, no being able to control your actions of love. To give up and sacrifice everything life have has given you.
But all I give you is hurt? Porque? My love to you is to make you happy, but if I cannot do that, what solution do I have?
I so not want to see for think the unimaginable. No. I cannot go there.