Found

I was lost, a mirage, a young naive fog in front of my eyes.
A view I thought I could see,
Through the eyes of the people I had trust the most.
Then, walking on my own accord, I thought I knew the way,
Through a view of chaos and unlimited freedom.
However, unexpectedly, upon one wild night,
The stars aligned,
There you found me,
A wreck I was, ..Torn between the past; the mistakes I never knew I made. You freed me. Opened my wounds, to heal what needs to be done.
But what now, what heals me from you?
You opened up more doors for my heart to grow on.
A heart that is open to see so much more. One that is willing to feel deeper that it has ever done before.
I know you do not need me now. I shall not call upon you on my petty emotions no more.
Instead, I shall lie in stillness, hugging myself to sleep, wishing someone will come for me. To tell me sweet things, and make me complete.
Instead, I shall lie in stillness, hugging myself to sleep, honouring on, telling myself, I am not in defeat. Standing up tall. I love myself enough, enough to know, the heart I had closed so tightly, that you opened, was for me, for me to be able for me …. to .. love… me. x

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