Last night was the happiest I’ve been in a long time. I started the day a little sad a always thinking about my parents, but as always only taking a few minutes and then I realise how lucky I am and appreciate the things around me. Last night was amazing. N.b no sex was involved. … More Happy

Why the hurt?

Why do I do this to myself? Why do I do this to you? Is there any meaning to this? I love you. Love is the uncontrollable feeling one gives to you. Not being able to control your thoughts of love, no being able to control your actions of love. To give up and sacrifice … More Why the hurt?

Update 23/11/2016

Due to the considerable amount of changes and lessons this year, I have been slacking on my reviews and grounding of life. There is one month left of this year, and it has been a hell of a ride. I’ll leave the whole shabam for when the year ends. Now is an update/a grounded of … More Update 23/11/2016

Christmas list

Today I was asked what I would like for Christmas. With what has happened this year…I really really don’t want anything money can buy, as cliché as it sounds. I just want me and everyone around me happy. I want all the love I can get that I have lost all my life and more. … More Christmas list

Remember today

Today was a good day. I enjoyed So much. I was happy. I was happy becuase I chose to be happy. And from within. And no matter who, like what came in my way I continued and I did the Best I could. I was on top of Allll my work, and everyone said how … More Remember today