Last night was the happiest I’ve been in a long time. I started the day a little sad a always thinking about my parents, but as always only taking a few minutes and then I realise how lucky I am and appreciate the things around me. Last night was amazing. N.b no sex was involved. … More Happy
The name of this website has a reason. The quest from within. A quest, a journey, a voyage. Within, within myself. This year has been a constant battle of just that. Battling out to find who I am. To not lose myself amongst the perils of life. How to get back to being myself? What … More The quest from within
Why do I do this to myself? Why do I do this to you? Is there any meaning to this? I love you. Love is the uncontrollable feeling one gives to you. Not being able to control your thoughts of love, no being able to control your actions of love. To give up and sacrifice … More Why the hurt?
I don’t understand what it is that’s happening to my life right now. To be so many things, to be the teacher and the student, to be the supporter, the always try harder, to be the happiest, to be perfect. How. How. Can. I. Possibly try and continue to be perfect…this part of my life … More I don’t understand
Due to the considerable amount of changes and lessons this year, I have been slacking on my reviews and grounding of life. There is one month left of this year, and it has been a hell of a ride. I’ll leave the whole shabam for when the year ends. Now is an update/a grounded of … More Update 23/11/2016
Today I was asked what I would like for Christmas. With what has happened this year…I really really don’t want anything money can buy, as cliché as it sounds. I just want me and everyone around me happy. I want all the love I can get that I have lost all my life and more. … More Christmas list
Today was a good day. I enjoyed So much. I was happy. I was happy becuase I chose to be happy. And from within. And no matter who, like what came in my way I continued and I did the Best I could. I was on top of Allll my work, and everyone said how … More Remember today