我跟著尼個男人哭左幾多次…. 我數不了。為了什麼，….哭是為了愛嗎？他令到我哭是愛嗎？ 我好爱他。但點解會这样呢？是我做錯了决定吗？….my perfect suddenly becomes imperfect. A world turned upside down, a darkness drawing in. I can’t but think this is the right thing for me. But is that the leash that is holding me back? Is that the reason, the excuse for not pursuing what else is rightfully mine.. So I can continue … More 又来了……
Today marks the day after our discussion/talk….bluntly speaking argument. Life has been so so so Perfect recently, and no, this has not destroyed my perfectness, although, yes it has, but I’m still feeling all so wonderful. We had a argument not long ago, and I was on the verge to leaving …for a break, to … More I love him…but …
Soy story continues. I’m in love. I’m in love with the one that I mean to the world to. I hear a phrase the other day. ‘A relationship is one big compromise’. And in a sense that is totally relatable. I never want to lose the guy, the perfect guy of my dreams that we’ve … More Relationship
Today, 8.54pm GMT. I woke up at 5.00am. I started work at 6.00 am. Had lunch at 11.30am. And no toilet break, no food, no rest for the next 7 and a half hours . I finished work at 7.00pm. 13 hours, non stop, running running running. The last 3 hours I became weaker and … More 13hours and staying strong
I am in relationship. A serious relationship. One I have never been in before / I have never been in one before. And it feels strange. ..Strange in a good way, I guess. I am learning a lot of new things. I have never been a relationship type of girl. But now is the time … More Love. An evaluation. Am I in love?
The Contents of my life: My lover, family, friends, keeping fit, work, and intellect/spanish/reading. Recently things have been going up and down as usual. And today hit a standstill where I had to call in sick from work, something Not in my nature to do. Therefore…time for an evaluation… My love life is the most … More Recollect again
Today’s evaluation. I am grateful for : dinner. Although, I was looking forward to learning to cook for myself, I am grateful that there is someone to be with me and cook, and talk, as a evening. Grateful. I am grateful, for my love for my partner. It makes me realise I do have for … More 23/06 joy journal